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11 September 2008 @ 01:57 pm
[FIC] Change of Heart - Chapter Eighteen  
Title: Change of Heart
Author: Amouralamer
Length: 18/20
Pairings: Jaejoong/Changmin, Others
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Melodrama? Fluffy sap?
Genre: Au, Romance, Smut, Fluffy sap (Flap?)
Summary: Jaejoong and Changmin are straight, college students and fellow co-workers. A night out starts a chain reaction that changes their lives forever.

Disclaimer: Since nobody owns them...I call dibs!

A/N: This is a very short, but much anticipated chapter.


Min and Jaejoong are working the same shifts again and Jaejoong spends every night in Changmin's apartment.

He gets off of work, goes to Yoochun's and then sleeps over at Min's. Junsu and Eun Bi just assume he spends his nights with Yoochun.

Eun Bi is getting close to delivery and she is tired, cranky and sore all over. It makes her even bitchy-er than before, which Jaejoong hadn't thought was possible. When he has to deal with her Jaejoong just smiles and tries to make her more comfortable. He is way too happy with Changmin to let much of anything bother him.

But Jae notices that Min is still hurting even though he tries to hide it. Jaejoong can only try to make him feel as loved as possible until the deal is over and he can stop being Yoochun's boyfriend. He is counting down the days.

Jae has also noticed that Junsu seems sad too, but can't figure out what from. He knows that Junsu will tell him when he is ready and so, doesn't push the issue.


Changmin loves the time he spends with Jaejoong, but his jealousy towards Yoochun just gets worse and worse. Min's heart breaks everyday as Yoochun picks Jaejoong up from work and takes him away to do who-knows-what. Changmin believes Jaejoong when he says he doesn't sleep with Yoochun, but Min always imagines the worst.

Still, he welcomes Jaejoong back every time the older man climbs into his bed, glad that Jae had returned to him. That hurt too. He had no pride where Jaejoong was concerned. His self-respect was taking a beating.

Changmin KNOWS that Jaejoong loves him, but then why is he still with Yoochun? Min doesn't know, all he knows is that it hurts like hell.


It has been a while now since Junsu said good-bye to Yunho. The relationship between himself and Ye-ryeon is a little strained at times, but they still love each other. He hasn't seen Yunho since. Something that Junsu is both sad and glad of.


The Rising Sun Cafe was experiencing another slow night. A slow week really. So slow, in fact, that the cook had been going home early every night.

Jaejoong and Changmin had commented more than once about how good it was that the owner didn't need his cafe to turn a profit. He was a rich man who sometimes liked to play cook or waiter or whatever struck his fancy. It only struck his fancy about once every six months and for the rest of the time they never saw him.

There were no customers in the cafe and Min and Jae were taking advantage of that fact to make out in the back. They knew they'd hear the bell over the front door if anyone did show up.

Changmin had Jaejoong pressed up against the large stainless steel refrigerator, which successfully combined some of his favorite things.

"You're sure you locked the side door?"


These make out sessions with Changmin were delicious torture. They knew they couldn't satisfy themselves here in case a customer arrived. All they could do was heat each other up and spend the evening frustrated. But when they finally did come together, it was explosive, which was why they continued to do it. That, and the fact that they just can't keep their hands off of each other.

Their shift was almost over. Soon they'd be locking up and Jaejoong would go with Yoochun while Min went home to wait for him. Jaejoong was planning to clean Yoochun's apartment faster than the speed of freaking light.

Changmin slid his lips from Jaejoong's luscious mouth, along an alabaster cheek and over to nibble on an ear. Sliding long fingers into Jaejoong's silky hair Min held him steady as he sucked a bruise at the very place where Jaejoong's neck met his shoulder.

Moaning softly at the sensation, feeling it tug at nerve endings in his groin, Jaejoong at first didn't register what his eyes were seeing. He gasped.


Horrified at being caught, Jaejoong shoved Min away and ran after the man who was speedily exiting the cafe. Jae could see that Yoochun was upset and he didn't know whether or not Chunnie was upset enough to make good on his promise to send Jaejoong to jail.

"Yoochun! Wait!" Yoochun just kept going. Running to catch up to the other man Jaejoong finally got close enough to snag a sleeve.
"Chunnie, stop!"

"The deal is off Jaejoong! You cheated on me just like Yunho did!"

"Yoochun," Jaejoong tried to reason with him. "I can't cheat on you when we aren't really dating."

"The contract clearly stated that you couldn't date for the duration! Cheating or not, you are in flagrant violation of our agreement!" Yoochun drew a breath to rant some more, but Jaejoong interrupted him.

"The contract says that I can't date women."

Yoochun's mouth opens and he chokes on whatever he was about to say as Jaejoong's words penetrate his anger. Thinking it over for a minute, regaining his sense of humor, Yoochun gives a rueful laugh.
"So it does."

Looking Jaejoong up and down Yoochun said, "I didn't think I had to worry about you with other men. I guess our time together got to you after all." Chun's smirk was horribly smug and his tone of voice was unbearably arrogant.
"I KNEW I could turn any man gay."

Jaejoong had to laugh.
"I still don't consider myself gay." he told Yoochun. "I don't want men, I just want Changmin."

Turning serious Jaejoong says to Yoochun,
"Changmin thinks you and I are dating for real though Chunnie and it hurts him. I'm not allowed to tell people, but you can tell anyone you want to." Jaejoong quoted Yoochun's earlier statement back at him, hinting.

Walking back to the cafe in companionable silence, they arrive in time to see Min lock the door and stalk away in the direction of his apartment. Shooting a look at Yoochun, Jaejoong chases after him, followed by Chunnie.

He reaches out and grabs Changmin's arm only to be violently shaken off. Grabbing harder, Jaejoong spins Min around to face him.

Changmin is crying and it breaks Jaejoong's heart to see it.

"I can't do this anymore Jaejoong!" Min tells Jaejoong with a hand covering his mouth as he cries.

"I can't take it. I can't stand to see you with him and I can't stand having to keep my love for you a secret. If you can't let go of Yoochun then let go of me instead. You're tearing me apart!"

Jaejoong starts to panic at Changmin's words.

"I thought I could have part of you and be satisfied, but it isn't enough. It's all or nothing, I can't do things half-way, it isn't in my nature." Jaejoong notices that when Changmin cries his eyes are mismatched, just like when he smiles. "I don't have the strength to do it myself, so..."

Gently taking Jaejoong's head in his hands he presses their faces together and Jaejoong is covered in Min's tears. Against Jaejoong's lips, Changmin begs,

"Please Jaejoong...if you love me at all...walk away."

The tears were no longer all Changmin's. Jaejoong has a white knuckled grip on the fabric at Changmin's shoulders.
"Min, I need you."

"You have Yoochun."

"Actually, he doesn't have Yoochun." The two lovers turn to look at Yoochun in surprise. Changmin hadn't even known he was there and Jaejoong had forgotten. Yoochun had been watching them the whole time.

"What do you mean?" Min isn't happy to have Yoochun there.

"Changmin, I paid Jaejoong to pretend to be my boyfriend. We were never really going out."

Stepping back from Jaejoong he says, "What? You knew what this was doing to me. Why didn't you tell me?"

"He couldn't. One of the conditions of our agreement was secrecy. If he had broken it I would have terminated the contract and sent him to prison." Yoochun, feeling sorry for what he had inadvertently put them through, tried to take the responsibility all on himself.

"Changmin, I'm sorry if I hurt you. I never meant to. And just so you know, nothing ever happened between us." Turning to Jaejoong, Yoochun says,
"I'll have my lawyer transfer the money into your account first thing tomorrow morning. Consider our contract fulfilled." Reaching out a hand Yoochun says,
"I hope we can still be friends."

Jae grabbed Yoochun's hand and pulled him into a hug.
"Of course, we're friends." Then he whispered, "Thank you."



Cast Pics!

The lovely Kim Jaejoong! Okay. So I put in the smaller pic, but I added a second one!


The exquisite Shim Changmin!

Horikita Maki

The charismatic Kim Junsu!


The aegyo Jung Yunho!


The sultry Park Yoochun!

The delectable Joo Jihoon!

Kim Heechul. How can you not love Chullie!

Kang Eun Bi. Blech!

Yoon Eun Hye! Love her!


Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sickIcky
Current Music: Sexy, Naughty, bitchy by Tata Young
emda: Jaeminemda on September 11th, 2008 10:17 pm (UTC)
I wonder now whats gonna happen with the Hosu.
Love it!!!!!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:13 am (UTC)
yapschan on September 11th, 2008 10:31 pm (UTC)
unexpected update happy thx for sharing it's smell the end yoochun is not so bad huhu !! pour junsu only the fact to read that he is sad T.T!!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:14 am (UTC)
Chunnie's a nice guy! Thanks for reading and commenting!
yumeneyumene on September 11th, 2008 10:34 pm (UTC)
kYAAAAAhhh fantastic!!!!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:14 am (UTC)
heartless156 on September 11th, 2008 10:48 pm (UTC)
OMG... Yoochun is so considerate... luv him... finally JaeMin can be together in public.... YAH!!!!!
can't wait for the next update!!!!!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:15 am (UTC)
LOL! Now people love Chunnie!XD Thanks!
realitywaiting on September 11th, 2008 11:01 pm (UTC)
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!! is he done? is yoochun finally really letting it all go?!?!? KYAH! i needed that! two parts left plus the epi! HOMG! It's almost over!! wah! i want it too but i don't at the same time! ♥
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:17 am (UTC)
I know what you mean. I'll be glad when it's over because I want to write something else, but at the same time...I really liked this fic and posting is FUN!!!XD
ansukaansuka on September 11th, 2008 11:22 pm (UTC)
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:18 am (UTC)
Yuu!!!! :)
(no subject) - ansuka on September 12th, 2008 12:40 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - amouralamer on September 12th, 2008 02:29 am (UTC) (Expand)
hollyhock: Jaeminhollyhockyuu on September 11th, 2008 11:38 pm (UTC)
YAY!!!! Finally n_n i'm soooooo happy for Min, will he take jaejoong as a boyfriend now?
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:19 am (UTC)
Of course! Now there is nothing lingering between them. ^^
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 12:21 am (UTC)
*zipslips* :)
airlanairlan on September 12th, 2008 12:28 am (UTC)
OMG! i love you XD yay for jaemin!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)
firehead41firehead41 on September 12th, 2008 02:18 am (UTC)
YAY! The contract is over~~~ *jumps for joy*

and OMG, can I like...take and GLOMP that last picture???
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 02:31 am (UTC)
I know...that picture is all kinds of awesome!
asuka2507asuka2507 on September 12th, 2008 02:25 am (UTC)
damn! im so happy^^ i wonder if our hosu will have their own happy ending
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 02:31 am (UTC)
Hee hee! Have to wait and see!
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 05:15 am (UTC)
Thanks!♥ It's funny how much people like Chunnie now when they thought he was a jerk in the beginning! LOL!
hardlychosenhardlychosen on September 12th, 2008 03:35 am (UTC)

*huggles Chunnie for being the overly adorable wonderful totally cool guy with freakin loads of money that he is*

Now uh.. What about YuSu? Riddle me that!

Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 05:16 am (UTC)
*sigh* I love Chunnie!

HoSu? HoSu next chapter! :)
Laurennarcolept_smurf on September 12th, 2008 03:54 am (UTC)
YAY JaeMin are now official! All we need now are the HoSu ^_^
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 05:18 am (UTC)
n_n Junsu and Yunho will be in the next chapter.
狡猾な女_fujitsu_ on September 12th, 2008 04:01 am (UTC)
*wide smile*
iiiiiiiiii.... how... how.... sweeeeeeeeeet.... <33333
JaeMiiiiiiin can openly be together^^ thank you Chunnie^^

pls, update soooooon)))
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on September 12th, 2008 05:18 am (UTC)
Thanks for reading and commenting!♥