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29 August 2008 @ 04:02 am
[FIC] Change of Heart - Chapter Ten  
Title: Change of Heart
Author: Amouralamer
Length: 10/20 (Unless LJ makes me split them up further)
Pairings: Jaejoong/Changmin, Others
Rating: Fic: Nc-17, This Chapter: PG-13
Warnings: Melodrama? Fluffy sap?
Genre: Au, Romance, Smut, Fluffy sap (Flap?)
Summary: Jaejoong and Changmin are straight, college students and fellow co-workers. A night out starts a chain reaction that changes their lives forever.

Disclaimer: Jaejoong owns me. Sometimes he loans me to Min.

A/N: Sneaker post! I'm at my Aunt's and it is Four AM! *snicker* Everybody's sleeping....XP


Changmin's life had settled into a pattern. Unfortunately for him, it seemed to be the pattern to Dante's Inferno.

-He goes to work and is almost incapacitated by the overt sensuality of his best friend.
-Jaejoong brings in baby food for him to try.
-He eats the baby food. (Hey. It's food.)
-Spends all day hard and achy. Mentally conflicted.
-He goes out with Maki.
-Spends the time with her, thinking of Jaejoong.
-He goes home and jerks off to vivid fantasies of Jaejoong's touch.

Changmin doesn't even bother trying to think of his girlfriend in those situations anymore. He knows that his mind will just fill with images of Jaejoong anyway so why waste time? Min feels strange jerking off to thoughts of his best friend. He doesn't know why it is happening. Why does he want Jaejoong so badly now when for four years he has never looked at him twice? Never once did Changmin see Jaejoong in a sexual light, but now that he has he can't seem to stop.

Min notices that although Yunho still comes into the cafe almost everyday he doesn't stare at Jaejoong like he did before. Thinking of the way that Yunho had been coming to the Rising Sun for months, crushing on Jaejoong, Changmin has a newfound sympathy for the other man's plight.
I feel your pain Hyung.

Another nail in the coffin of Changmin's ever crumbling sang-froid went by the name of Park Yoochun. Yoochun had made it his habit to come to the Rising Sun everyday for lunch. It didn't help matters any that Jaejoong broke out into a huge smile whenever the other man walked in the door. It always made Changmin grit his teeth.

Changmin still watches them like a hawk, but now he does it because he wants to fuck Jaejoong and he wants to fuck over Yoochun. Staring at Yoochun as the other man makes Jaejoong laugh, again, Min clenches a fist and thinks, I could take him.

Watching the "couple" (Min grits his teeth again.) Changmin has noticed that Yoochun touches Jaejoong more when Yunho is around. Does he know that Yunho likes Jaejoong? Min wonders. Is he trying to let the other man know that Jaejoong belonged to him? (Min's knuckles crack.)

Jealousy. Changmin refuses to even think that what he's feeling might be jealousy. It's just lust. He is beautiful and sensual and sexy and I want him. End of story. It can't be jealousy. That would mean a whole new universe of problems for Changmin if he even started down that road.

Taking a deep, cleansing breath, Changmin thinks to himself that he needs to calm down before he sees Maki. Min has been spending a lot more time with his girlfriend, hoping she can make him forget about Jaejoong. He feels guilty because when he is with her lately he tends to space out a lot. He knows that she has noticed.


Yunho is still hurt that Yoochun wants to hurt him, but Yoochun and Jaejoong together doesn't bother him at all. Well, it doesn't make him jealous anyway. He was completely over his infatuation with the dark haired man, but he still wanted to be Jaejoong's friend. Yunho hadn't tried to approach Jaejoong on the subject since the day that Yoochun interrupted his confession. As long as Jaejoong was with Yoochun, Yunho knew they couldn't be friends.

Sitting in his customary spot, waiting for Donghae, Yunho plays with his phone. Junsu. He stares at Junsu's number and thinks about him all the time, but he doesn't ever call.


"Aish! What was that number again?" Su needed to call Ye-ryeon, the florist had called him, something about...lilies?...or something? Anyway, there was a problem with the flowers and she was the best person to handle it.
How the hell did the florist even GET my number?!

He could never remember her work number. Pulling up his phonebook Junsu pulls up the Y's.
Ye-ryeon's Cell. Ye-ryeon's Home. Ye-ryeon's Work. Bingo!
About to hit the send button, Junsu froze upon seeing the name listed after his fiance's.


The other man's name was all it took to flood Junsu's mind with thoughts of their time together. More than once Su had been tempted to ask his brother about Yunho. He had been hurt by finding out that Yunho was in love with Jaejoong. I was just a substitute for the man he really wanted. Knowing this didn't stop Junsu from wanting to feel Yunho inside of him again. He was sure Jaejoong knew how to find Yunho. Su had even thought about hanging out at the Rising Sun until Yunho came in next, but he never did. Thoughts of Ye-ryeon stopped him as well as the thought that Yunho was in love with his brother. Highlighting Yunho's number, Junsu's thumb hovers over the send button.


With a sadness he couldn't fully explain to himself, Su's thumb moved and pressed "delete".


Jaejoong and Yoochun, Junsu, Ye-ryeon, Jihoon and Changmin were all having lunch together. Ye-ryeon was telling them about a new club that was opening soon.

"Apparently it's very exclusive. My friend Eun Hye says that the Grand Opening is by invitation only." She heaves a dreamy sigh. "What I wouldn't give to get my hands on one of those invitations."

Jihoon, pointing his chopsticks at Yoochun, says quietly,
"Yoochun has one."


Her shriek of delight caused them all to wince.

"Omo! Omomomo! Do you really have an invitation Yoochun Oppa?"

Ye-ryeon and Yoochun had taken to each other right away.
Yoochun can't help but smile at the excitement on her face. Chun nods and leans towards her, his eyes twinkling.
"I always get invited to this sort of thing. Grand Openings are really spectacular. The owners always spare no expense, trying to make a good impression. The live acts, the DJs, catering, open bar. Everything is top notch." Ye-ryeon was hanging on his every word " Leaning back with a dismissive wave of his hand, Yoochun says, "But if you've seen one you've seen them all. I wasn't going to go."

Ye-ryeon's face fell in disappointment and Yoochun burst out laughing.

"Yah! Chunnie, you're such a tease!" Jaejoong poked Yoochun in the side. Ignoring Yoochun's Ooof! he told them, "Actually, Yoochun asked me to see if you guys would like to go."

Ye-ryeon was ecstatic. "Jaejoong Oppa, you have the coolest boyfriend ever!" Junsu looked slightly offended. "Wait until I tell Unni!"

Yoochun smiled and told her she could invite Eun Hye if she wanted to.

Turning a suddenly serious face to Yoochun, Ye-ryeon said gravely, holding out her hand,
"Oppa. I love you."

Yoochun immediately grabbed her hand and began to place loud, "passionate" kisses upon it.

"Let's ditch our boyfriends and run away together."

Junsu just rolled his eyes. "Please do."

Min didn't want to go, but knew he'd have to answer a lot of questions if he said so. You didn't turn down an opportunity like this without a really good reason. So with a mental sigh, Changmin resigned himself to a night of torture.


When he first got a glimpse of Jaejoong on the night of the Grand Opening Min knew he was right to think this wasn't a good idea.

Jaejoong was wearing black pants, a black jacket and a low-cut black v-neck shirt with some kind of silky material edging the neckline. Min had seen him in these sort of clothes a million times, but for some reason it was different now.

He couldn't stop thinking about the way that Jaejoong's collar bones were peeking out from between the jacket's lapels. Min wanted nothing more than to bite him there.

The thing that really got to him though, were the glasses. Jaejoong had lost one of his contact lenses and was wearing his glasses instead. He had a
sexy!nerd thing going on that was almost Changmin's undoing.

Changmin spent the ride to the club imagining himself pressing Jaejoong up against the reference section in the library. Biting, licking, sucking his way up Jae's neck to slip his tongue into Jaejoong's ear, leaving a trail of purple love bites in his wake. Jaejoong would moan as he felt Changmin slide warm hands up under his jacket and shirt, up his spine then back down again to grip and knead his a...

"Min, we're here."

Their arrival at the club put an abrupt end to Changmin's Jaejoong-the-naughty-librarian fantasy.

Maybe Junsu was onto something with the whole kinky-library-sex thing. He thought to himself.

Walking through the club, Changmin is shocked to realize that it was a Bi-sexual club. Judging from the placid looks on the faces of his companions, Min was the only one who hadn't known this beforehand. Men and women were dancing together, but so were male/male and female/female couples.

The VIP booths ringed the club on a level above the tables of the general populace which in turn were slightly above a huge sunken dance floor made of what looked to be slate.

The upper walls and ceiling were designed and lit up to look like the night sky and an enormous "Moon" provided the main lighting. Unobtrusive wind machines generated a subtle breeze and the overall feeling was that you were out partying in the middle of nowhere on a sultry summer night. If you didn't know you were indoors, you might be fooled into thinking you weren't.

Piling into one of the VIP booths, Min found himself pressed tight against Jaejoong's side. He could feel the man from shoulder to hip. Damn he smells good. A waitress came over to take their orders and for the first time in his life Changmin was tempted to order alcohol. Waiting for their drinks, everyone was just taking in the atmosphere. Everyone except Changmin who was just trying his hardest not to climb into Jaejoong's lap and kiss him senseless.

"Excuse me." Making his way out of the booth while mumbling something like "bathroom", Min heads for the club's restrooms.
Turning on the cold water Min splashes his face and takes several deep breaths. Looking at his distressed features in the mirror, Changmin thinks to himself, I knew this was a bad idea.

Finally figuring he'd hidden in the bathroom for as long as he could Changmin made his way back towards their booth. Nearing it he sees that only Jihoon and Ye-ryeon's friend Eun Hye were still there. They seemed to have hit it off.

Scanning the dance floor Min's breath catches when he spots Jaejoong. He had always thought that Jaejoong and Yoochun never looked like a couple. Well, they looked like a couple now.

Yoochun was pressed against Jaejoong's back, hands on Jae's hips. Jaejoong had his head thrown back against Chunnie's shoulder, one hand around the back of Yoochun's neck while the other was gripping Yoochun's hand at his own hip.

Yoochun swayed and bounced the two of them to the intoxicating rhythm. Changmin watches as Yoochun kisses Jaejoong just below the ear and Jaejoong turns his head to meet Yoochun's lips. He was paralyzed by the spectacle. Who knows how long he would have stood there if not for Ye-ryeon bowling into him from behind.

"Changmin! There you are." She took his hand and pulled him back to their table. He tried to tell her that he was going to go home, but she wouldn't hear of it. Shoving him into the booth she pushed his Shirley Temple into his hand and said firmly,
"Over my dead body."


Jaejoong is having the time of his life. He loves to dance like this, like sex fully clothed, but he never gets the chance. He always dances with strangers and when you dirty dance with a girl you don't know, they tend to think you want to take them home.

Dancing with Yoochun was so liberating. He danced like Jaejoong did, full of sensuality. Swaying, touching, kissing.
Jaejoong was totally comfortable with Yoochun now and thought nothing of kissing him. They both knew there was nothing behind it. (Even if Yoochun did unintentionally get turned on sometimes.) It didn't look it, but their relationship was purely platonic. (Even with Yoochun's occasional friction issues.) With Yoochun, Jaejoong could let go and know that Chunnie wouldn't get the wrong idea.

They had been dancing for a while now and Yoochun begged off, saying he needed a drink. Following the other man back to their table Jaejoong was still caught up in the feeling and the music. Spotting Changmin, he doesn't think, just grabs Min's hand and pulls him up.

"Dance with me."

Pulling Changmin into the crowd Jaejoong doesn't think that this might not be such a good idea until he is face to face with his friend. He just wanted to dance some more. Seeing the uncertainty on Changmin's face makes him realize the position he was putting them in. Opening his mouth to say that maybe they should go back, they are caught by surprise as a surge in the crowd pushes them together.

Changmin is struck speechless when Jaejoong pulls him onto the dance floor. All he can do is follow. He is getting the chance to have his hands on Jaejoong, if he has the courage to take it. He doesn't think he does.

He still hadn't decided when Jaejoong turned to face him. Then the decision was taken out of his hands as he was shoved against the body he'd been dreaming about.

It happened so quickly that later on Jaejoong would think it was a total accident. Finding himself suddenly full-length against Jaejoong, Changmin instinctively lowered his head and kissed him. Realizing almost instantly what he was doing, Min jerked his head back with a gasp.

Jaejoong's face was stunned. His eyes were darker than Changmin ever remembered seeing them. Flicking his tongue out, Jaejoong ran it over his bottom lip causing Changmin to let out a low groan that couldn't be heard above the music. Turning away before he made a mistake, Min left Jaejoong standing on the dance floor.

A few moments later Jaejoong rejoined them at the booth. Sitting next to Yoochun, Jaejoong just shook his head when Chunnie asked him if he wanted to dance again.

Jaejoong and Changmin didn't look at each other for the rest of the night. Both were lost in their own thoughts.

Jaejoong was confused. Min's "kiss" had sent shock waves through his system. Jae had always assumed that he didn't respond to Yoochun because he was straight, but those seconds he spent pressed against Changmin had totally turned him on. Jaejoong ran his tongue across his bottom lip again. I can still taste him.

Changmin had already known that he wanted Jaejoong and that kiss, however brief, had been a taste of heaven. What am I going to do?! He knew he'd been in denial, but now he couldn't deny it anymore. I'm falling for him. I'm falling for my best friend.


Changmin and Jaejoong spent the next day at work tiptoeing around each other, stiff and uncomfortable.

Changmin was constantly watching to see if Jaejoong looked like he suspected that Min had kissed him on purpose.
His love was like a toothache. A steady low throbbing that no matter how much it hurt, Changmin couldn't stop probing at.

And for the first time Jaejoong was realizing that his friend was dead sexy.


Wandering into the living room, Yoochun finds Jihoon sitting on the floor in front of the coffee table upon which were spread a myriad of photographs. Sitting on the sofa next to him, Yoochun picks one up at random, they were of his most recent party.

Jihoon can tell that something was bothering his friend. Not looking away from sorting his photos he asks,
"What's up?"

Shrugging, Yoochun says,
"This whole thing with Jaejoong and Yunho...just isn't as much fun anymore. For one thing, it doesn't seem to bother Yunho like it did before."

"Maybe he isn't interested in Jaejoong anymore."


Flipping through Jihoon's photos Yoochun spots Yunho in some of them. Picking one up Yoochun sees Yunho staring intently at...Is that...Junsu?

"Jihoon-ah! Look at this!" Showing his friend the picture he says, "It looks like Yunho transferred his affections to the other Kim brother." Yoochun snorts. "What is it with Yunho and straight guys?"

"Junsu isn't straight."


"Yeah, that night, as I was taking pictures, I went out on the balcony, thinking I'd take some of the party through the windows. I heard an odd noise and when I walked around the corner I saw Junsu and some guy having sex. I left quickly so I never saw the other guy's face, but seeing Yunho in this picture, I'm pretty sure it was him." Seeing the look on Yoochun's face Jihoon asks, "What are you thinking?"

"Well, one: I'm thinking OMO! Jaejoong's little brother was having sweaty butt-sex on my balcony?!! And two: I'm wondering how I can use this to hurt Yunho."

"I have an idea." Turning to face Yoochun, Jihoon looks up at him and says,
"Why don't you let it go?" Resting a hand on his friend's knee, Jihoon tries to make Yoochun see.

"This isn't healthy Yoochun. If you still want Yunho, then go after him. If not, then find someone new and move on." Giving Yoochun's knee one last pat, Jihoon gathers up his photos and heads to his room to get ready for his date with Eun Hye, leaving Yoochun to ponder his words.



Cast Pics!

The lovely Kim Jaejoong! Okay. So I put in the smaller pic, but I added a second one!

The exquisite Shim Changmin!

Horikita Maki

The charismatic Kim Junsu!


The aegyo Jung Yunho!


The sultry Park Yoochun!

The delectable Joo Jihoon!

Kim Heechul. How can you not love Chullie!

Kang Eun Bi. Blech!

Current Location: My Auntie's House
Current Mood: predatorysneaky
Current Music: Hug by Dbsk
狡猾な女_fujitsu_ on August 29th, 2008 12:25 pm (UTC)
AAAAAAAA !!!!!!!
JaeMin!!!!!!!! JAEMIN!!!!!! Oh my Gackt!!!!!!

pls, pls, update soooooon =)))))
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:18 am (UTC)

I may update tonight.:)
Laurachangminiminmin on August 29th, 2008 01:13 pm (UTC)
guayabas con pepinos

when i get back from school i promise to write a nice comment and not more dogs peanuts and monkeys =) xD
Laurachangminiminmin on August 30th, 2008 03:12 am (UTC)


jaemin kiss *--*<333
(no subject) - amouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:22 am (UTC) (Expand)
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:22 am (UTC)
More to come! :)
emda: Jaeminemda on August 29th, 2008 03:28 pm (UTC)
MIN KISS JAE!!!!!!!! and JAE WAS TURN ON BY MIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yoochun better get away from Hosu or I will slap his soul out of his body.
and and LOVE IT!!!!!!!!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:23 am (UTC)
LMAO! Thanks!
kimjaeshim on August 29th, 2008 03:58 pm (UTC)
YES.YES. Finally jaemin kissed. haha. this is getting way too interesting..
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:24 am (UTC)
지지epiktraveller on August 29th, 2008 06:05 pm (UTC)
ahaaa.........!! i'll read tomorow~ *headache*

gtg to sleep~
지지epiktraveller on August 30th, 2008 04:10 am (UTC)
YooSu is love but this Chun is off limit! Chun, stay away from Su if u'll just end up hurting him!!

n JaeMin begin~~ *giggle*
*nod* Jae's straight.....hmm.....whatever you say Jae bb.... *wink*

omoo...i want chapter 11! update soon~
(no subject) - amouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:25 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - epiktraveller on August 31st, 2008 04:52 am (UTC) (Expand)
hardlychosenhardlychosen on August 29th, 2008 06:35 pm (UTC)
WAH!! I really didn't want this chapter to end.. I felt like I read it too fast, I want it to be much much much much longer!!! I so totally LOVE this story!!!


I hope Chunnie will stop trying to hurt Yunho and find someone that's good for him. I hope that Joongie and Minnie sort out their feelings, and fast, so that they can hurry up and have smexy smexy scenes together. I hope Susu doesn't hurt his fiance too badly because she seems really sweet.. Or maybe Chunnie is bi and will hook up with her than way everyone is WITH somebody and all will be happy.. Except for Maki.. But she'll be going back to Japan soon enough so she will find a gorgeous Japanese boy (Oguri Shun?) and fall madly in love with him!


I'm such a hopeful person.. I know..

Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:27 am (UTC)
Thanks so much!♥♥♥
asuka2507asuka2507 on August 29th, 2008 08:26 pm (UTC)
more2x i wish i was longer lol damn chunnie when will headmit that he still love yunnie... huhu... poor suie... yunnie has fllen 4 suie deeply ,huh.... will wait for updates
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:28 am (UTC)
Now that I have internet access at the beach, I'll be able to update soon!
Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - asuka2507 on August 31st, 2008 04:36 am (UTC) (Expand)
Laurennarcolept_smurf on August 29th, 2008 09:57 pm (UTC)
First: Sexy, nerdy Jae is AMAZING!! Second: Yay the kiss!!!!!!! The JaeMin is moving forward so yay ^___________^
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:30 am (UTC)
I totally agree, sexy nerdy Jae is ftw! It seemed like something Changmin would really like! XP
heartless156 on August 29th, 2008 10:16 pm (UTC)
OMG... finally after 10 chapters, JaeMin finally have some interaction betweeen....

aw... Jae was turned on by just a brief kiss from Minnie? can't wait to see what'll happen next...

oh, and thanks for uploading even though you're on a vacation... that's very considerate of you... luv ya XP
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:30 am (UTC)
Thanks! More to come!
hollyhock: fu awesomehollyhockyuu on August 29th, 2008 10:45 pm (UTC)
OMG Now Jaejoong has "the HOT" for Changmin XD I love your fanfic n_n
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:31 am (UTC)
Thanks so much! ♥
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:31 am (UTC)
Thanks for reading and commenting! :)
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:33 am (UTC)
Who doesn't think Changmin is sexy?!! LOL!
lil_tvxqcamperlil_tvxqcamper on August 30th, 2008 07:32 am (UTC)
waaaaaahhhh I can't believe you had to sneak a post like a lj-ninja just to get this chapter done, but I love you lots for it!

Jaejoong just realized now that Jaejoong is hella sexy, that's really late, but yeah who would look at his friend and think he's sexy, but that was a first, how Jaejoong just pulled Changmin, just because he wants to dance that close, but yeah changmin is struggling with his affection for Jaejoong already, but I didn't think he would kiss him, so their love starts now huh? And Yoochun, why can't he just let it go? That's going to be too bad, with Junsu not being straight already and he's going to hurt ye-ryeon and nobody wants that right? But like Chun said, he can run away together with ye-ryeon? That would be a solution, or Yoochun can just be with himself, right now he's still a big big meanie to me T____T
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:35 am (UTC)
Lj-ninja.....I like the sound of that!LOL!

yapschan on August 30th, 2008 09:54 am (UTC)
Jealous min !! and after courageous min and after timid min huhu is cute !!

But what is smart ass chun will do !! if he is really smart he will really let it go !!
thx for sharing your fic rocks
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:35 am (UTC)
Thanks so much!