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24 August 2008 @ 03:59 pm
[FIC] Change of Heart - Chapter Six  
Title: Change of Heart
Author: Amouralamer
Length: 6/20 (Unless LJ makes me split them up further)
Pairings: Jaejoong/Changmin, Others
Rating: Fic: Up to Nc-17, This Chapter: PG-13
Warnings: Melodrama? Fluffy sap?
Genre: Au, Romance, Smut, Fluffy sap (Flap?)
Summary: Jaejoong and Changmin are straight, college students and fellow co-workers. A night out starts a chain reaction that changes their lives forever.
(Okay, so I kinda like my summary, but it makes the story sound mysterious when it totally isn't so in the end my summary is fail. :( )

Disclaimer: They are on my Christmas list. No, seriously, they are.

A/N: Okay y'all! Here is the deal. The next two chapters are short and since there has been such an uproar over when the JaeMin will show up I'm going to post everyday until it does! That should be around Tuesday. Please continue to comment! :) And thanks so much to the ones who have!!!


Jaejoong had the next two days off and as Yoochun had insisted, they spent it practicing being a couple. What this mostly meant was that Jaejoong spent the next two days slaving away and being groped.

Yoochun had the "brilliant" idea that Jaejoong should cook all his meals and clean his apartment from top to bottom. Jaejoong thought at first that the other man was joking, but unfortunately he wasn't.

Yoochun was convinced that having Jaejoong spend his time in this manner accomplished two things.

One: It made Jaejoong completely intimate with every nook and cranny of Yoochun's home. To observers it would seem as if Jaejoong spent a lot of time there. (And as a sweet bonus his apartment would get cleaned.) And,

Two: While Jaejoong was occupied Yoochun could instigate spontaneous make out sessions at any time.

"Like a ninja. A ninja of love. Looooove-Ninja." Yoochun was weird.

This was necessary to get Jaejoong used to sudden physical contact so that when they were in public Jaejoong wouldn't freeze or flinch when Yoochun touched him.

At first Jaejoong was completely tense, wondering when Yoochun-the-love-fairy, I'm sorry, love-ninja, would "attack" him next, but this approach actually ended up helping Jaejoong a lot. By the end of his two days Jaejoong was comfortable enough to, for instance, lay his hand on Yoochun's thigh as they sat next to each other watching a movie and he would no longer flinch whenever Yoochun grabbed his hand or put an arm around him.

By the time he finished getting Eun Bi settled into her room and got over to Yoochun's, it was late and all they did was go to bed. Jaejoong was alarmed to realize that Yoochun intended for them to sleep in the same bed.

"Don't worry. I'm not planning to rape you in your sleep."

Jaejoong was relieved when Yoochun bid him goodnight and rolled over, promptly drifting off to sleep.

The next morning Jaejoong woke to gentle kisses and Yoochun nuzzling his neck. Yoochun kept him in bed for a little while, making out. If Jaejoong was weirded out kissing Yoochun in his living room, well, kissing in bed took it to a whole other level. Just as Jaejoong finally started to relax, Yoochun stopped and told him with a smug grin,

"I'm hungry. Go make breakfast." Rolling his eyes, Jaejoong got up and started to head to the kitchen followed by Yoochun's satisfied declaration of,

"It's good to be King."

That first day wasn't so bad. Yoochun kept things fairly tame. For instance, while Jae was vacuuming, suddenly arms encircled his waist from behind and Yoochun kissed the back of his neck, but he pulled away before Jaejoong even had time to tense up. And while Jaejoong was cooking, Yoochun was in the kitchen with him, talking and casually touching him, occasionally dropping kisses on his neck or shoulder, the back of his hand. During dinner Yoochun fed him and kissed him in between bites.

It was kind of like the approach you would use to tame a wild animal: gentle handling to let them get used to you. (A clever Love-Ninja can learn all kinds of useful things while watching the Discovery Channel.)

Before they went to sleep that night they spent more time with Yoochun kissing and touching Jae.

The second day was more of the same, just a little more intense. When Jaejoong woke up on the second day, Yoochun was spooning with him, gently kissing his neck and stroking Jaejoong's side and leg. When he saw that Jaejoong was awake he very generously offered to help Jae with his morning "problem". Jaejoong was still a little groggy with sleep and being not quite awake he was enjoying Yoochun's stroking of him a little more than he normally would. It wasn't until Yoochun's hand started to slide across his lower abdomen that Jaejoong realized just what Yoochun had offered. This freaked him out so much that he leaped out of bed and away from Yoochun who threw back his head and roared with laughter.

Jaejoong quickly learned that Yoochun had stepped up his game. His first clue was when, while doing the breakfast dishes, Yoochun suddenly spun him around, pressed him against the counter and kissed him deeply while grabbing Jaejoong's ass.

Later, Yoochun was watching television, (the Discovery Channel) and as Jaejoong passed by Chun grabbed him and pulled him into his lap, kissing him and running his hands slowly up and down Jaejoong's back. When he finally let Jae up Yoochun pinched his butt.

As the afternoon waned, Yoochun took Jaejoong back to the bed and said that even though he accepts Yoochun's touch more naturally now, he never really participates. Yoochun wants Jaejoong to touch him too. They spend an hour on Yoochun's bed with Jaejoong getting used to touching Yoochun. Nothing heavy, just Jaejoong being the aggressor instead of Yoochun. When he finally let Jaejoong up Yoochun told him that when he kisses Jaejoong he expects Jae to return it, not just accept it.

That evening Jaejoong gets ready to go and Yoochun walks him to the door. Jaejoong turns to say goodbye, but the words never make it out of his mouth.

Yoochun pushed Jaejoong against the wall, ravishing his mouth more thoroughly than he ever had before. Jae was caught totally by surprise, but mindful of Yoochun's instructions, Jaejoong wrapped his arms around Chun's neck and returned the kiss. As soon as Jaejoong started kissing him back, Yoochun lifted him up and wrapped Jaejoong's legs around his waist. Yoochun grinds into Jaejoong as they kiss and Jae can feel Yoochun getting hard. A little alarmed, he pulls back from the kiss. They just stand there for a moment as Yoochun gets control of himself. Finally, breathing hard, Yoochun lets Jaejoong go.

"Much better."

Jaejoong is a little concerned about Yoochun's reaction to their kiss and it shows on his face.
"Jae, it's nothing." Yoochun's grin is sheepish. "Just a little too much...friction."

Reading the truth in Yoochun's eyes, Jaejoong nods, relieved. Bidding Yoochun farewell Jaejoong steps out into the hall and Yoochun closes the door behind him. Turning toward the elevators, Jaejoong stops and turns back as Yoochun's door opens up again.

Sticking his head out the door, Yoochun gives Jaejoong a wicked grin, mischief practically beaming from his eyes.

"I told you I wasn't interested in you and I meant it. But if you ever decide you want to know what sex is like between two men, I would be happy to satisfy your curiosity." With a laugh at the stunned look on Jaejoong's face, Chun pulls his head back and shuts the door again.

Once he got over his shock Jaejoong had to chuckle. Yoochun was such a tease. Sometimes he reminded Jaejoong of Heechul, just a little more subtle. Having gotten to know Yoochun better Jaejoong thinks to himself with a small smile that when this was all over, he'd have a good friend in his ex-boyfriend.

Making his way home, Jaejoong ponders the last two days. Kissing Yoochun isn't as bad as he thought it would be. Yoochun is actually an excellent kisser. It's pleasant, just not as pleasant as kissing girls.

"Even so...I'd rather kiss him than Eun Bi."

He was quite pleased with his progress. Now they were going to go out in public. Yoochun was going to meet Jaejoong at the Rising Sun on his lunch break. Jaejoong still had to tell Changmin, but he was starting to think that he could get through this and be okay. His parents never needed to know and Junsu and Changmin would later chalk it up to a phase he was going through. He would continue his life as if it had never happened.

Once Jaejoong arrived at work Changmin wasted no time in asking him (over a steaming bowl of samgyetang) how everything was going.

For some reason it was harder for Jaejoong to tell Changmin that he was gay than it had been to tell his brother. Changmin is Jaejoong's dearest friend and he hopes that Min will still be his friend after all of this.

"You know that guy who was here the other day? Park Yoochun?"

Changmin nods.

"Well, he is my b-boyfriend." He really needed to stop stuttering every time he said that. "He has offered to pay Eun Bi off for me."

Changmin is shocked. Speechless. He even stopped eating. He has a hard time believing it.
"Are you kidding me?"

Jaejoong shakes his head.

"What about, you know, exit only?"

Jaejoong cringes a little at that.

"Don't answer that."

Taking a deep breath Changmin tells Jaejoong that whatever he chooses to do with his life, Min will support him. Jaejoong is extremely grateful to have a friend like Changmin. Putting on his apron as Min goes back to his soup, Jaejoong tells Changmin about his arrangements with Eun Bi and that Eun Bi is already ensconced in Heechul's room and that this will be the longest six months of his life.


It had been raining all day, Jaejoong was sprawled out on the sofa with a cup a tea, reading his baby book. Hearing a pounding at the door he puts his book down and rolls off of the sofa to answer it. It was Eun Bi with six HUGE suitcases full of stuff. She is soaked to the skin and Jaejoong is immediately afraid that she will get sick and jeopardize his baby's health.

"Come in before you catch a cold!"

Dragging a suitcase that Jaejoong was sure she would be able to fit into quite comfortably (should he ever feel the need to stuff her into it) she snarled at him,
"I'm fine! Don't just stand there! Grab a bag!"

As Jaejoong lugged all five of her other suitcases into her room she told him in mind numbing detail about how hard it was to smuggle this stuff out of her house without her parents knowing.

"How did they react to the news?"

"I haven't told them yet."

"What?!" Jaejoong can't believe what he is hearing.

"I said I haven't told them yet. Now that I am out of the house I'll call them on my cellphone." And turning on her heel she headed into her room to do just that.


"Apparently, her parents have disowned her." Jaejoong wasn't surprised after hearing the screeching that had made it's way past Eun Bi's closed door.

Changmin points out,
"If she really is as bad as you say, they're probably glad to be rid of her."

Jaejoong agrees.
"I know I will be."


"You want to do something tonight?" Changmin asks.

"Can't. I've got a date with Yoochun." Jaejoong flinches a little as he says this, but luckily Changmin doesn't notice.

Changmin is silent for a minute.
"This is so weird."

"Tell me about it."


It is another slow day at the Rising Sun and Jaejoong is passing the time reading his baby book when Yunho comes in. Yunho is nervous because he has decided that if he wants any kind of relationship with the other man, then he'd have to confess his feelings. Taking his customary seat at the back of the cafe, Yunho waits for Jaejoong to come and take his order.

Jaejoong approaches Yunho's table and asks him if he wants the usual. Getting a good look at Yunho's face Jaejoong thinks that the younger man looks sick.

"You okay, Yunho? You look a little green around the gills."

Yunho nods. "Um. Would you mind sitting down for a minute."

Alarms start going off in Jaejoong's head and he knows that the moment he has been dreading has finally come. Slowly sitting down, Jaejoong tries to figure out just what he is going to say.

Fiddling with the vase on the table, Yunho doesn't make eye contact as he says,
"I'm sure you're already aware of the feelings I've been having for you." Yunho pauses and finally looks up at Jaejoong, saying earnestly, "I just wanted to ask you-"

Jaejoong opens his mouth to let Yunho down gently before the other man can go any further, but a voice beats him to it.

"He already has a boyfriend."

Both Yunho and Jaejoong look up in surprise to see Yoochun standing there with a smug look on his face. They'd been so caught up in their conversation that they hadn't seen him approaching.

"Yoochun?" Yunho looked shell shocked.

"Do you two know each other?" Jaejoong asks suspiciously, looking from Yoochun's smug face to Yunho's even paler one.

"We know each other very well, don't we Yunho?" Jaejoong is starting to wonder if his situation with Yoochun has something to do with Yunho when Yoochun slides into the booth next to him. Reaching up, Yoochun cups Jaejoong's face and proceeds to kiss him in an extremely friendly fashion.

Jaejoong is all too aware of Yunho's pain-filled eyes on them. He is sorry that they are hurting Yunho and he pulls away from Yoochun. Yoochun runs his thumb across Jaejoong's bottom lip saying,

"No need to be shy. Yunho doesn't mind, do you Yunho?" Turning back to Jaejoong, Yoochun takes his hand, kisses it and says in a husky, bedroom voice,
"I missed you when I woke up this morning."

"Excuse me, I have to go." Yunho jumps up and exits the cafe hastily.

Letting go of Jaejoong's hand as soon as Yunho left, Yoochun watched him go, looking pleased. Jaejoong, however, was not so pleased.

"Is that what this is all about? Are you using me to hurt Yunho?"


Jaejoong is angry. "Why on Earth would you want to hurt Yunho?"

"You remember, I mentioned falling for my best friend?"

"Yeah? Wait, that was Yunho?"

Yoochun nodded. "We had been friends ever since Middle school and in High school we became lovers. In our last year of High school Yunho cheated on me. We broke up and I never saw him again."

Jaejoong could tell that there was more to the story than Yoochun was divulging.
"So he cheated on you and you want to get back at him?"


"I don't want to be a part of this."

Yoochun smiled serenely. "It's too late for that, my love."




*Okay, so I'm not entirely happy with this chapter. It's always been one of my least favorites. So much awkwardness, but I just can't seem to resolve it.

Thanks so much for reading!

Comments are <3!

:) Seriously though, I really do appreciate it when people take the time to comment. ♥

Cast pics!

The lovely Kim Jaejoong! Okay. So I put in the smaller pic, but I added a second one!

The exquisite Shim Changmin!

Horikita Maki

The charismatic Kim Junsu!


The aegyo Jung Yunho!


The sultry Park Yoochun!

The delectable Joo Jihoon!

Kim Heechul. How can you not love Chullie!

Kang Eun Bi. Blech!

Current Location: In Cognito
Current Mood: confusedI don't even know
Current Music: Doushite..... by Tohoshinki
Laurachangminiminmin on August 24th, 2008 10:15 pm (UTC)
yeii wakawaka laka lalala =)
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 24th, 2008 10:28 pm (UTC)
Wow! You're fast!
紫のチャンミン: JaeMin haptic battlekurogoma on August 24th, 2008 10:33 pm (UTC)
there must be a reason for yunho's supposed infidelity. can't help feeling yoochun is taking revenge for the wrong reasons...

waiting for the jaemin like everyone else.... :D
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 12:40 am (UTC)
Soon! XD
emda: Jaechunemda on August 25th, 2008 12:19 am (UTC)
OMO that was the most awkward and funny two days of the Jaechun life LOL. I love it!!!!!
Looking forward to more!!!!!!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 12:40 am (UTC)
Thanks! ♥
지지epiktraveller on August 25th, 2008 12:29 am (UTC)
mmm.....jaemin....tomorrow? hik3....i'l wait! patiently~

n can i hav slave!Jae bfore Christmas?
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 12:42 am (UTC)
JaeMin on Tuesday.

Slave!Jae.....Hmmm, I like the sound of that.
(no subject) - epiktraveller on August 25th, 2008 01:04 am (UTC) (Expand)
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 03:20 am (UTC)
:) Revenge isn't nice. LOL! Yoochun is trying to be mean.
Thanks for reading and commenting! ♥
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 03:22 am (UTC)
Thanks! BTW - I LOVE your icons!
Laurennarcolept_smurf on August 25th, 2008 03:47 am (UTC)
Ooh, Jae finally figured it out. this should be fun ^_^
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 10:46 am (UTC)
Yep, Jaejoong caught on quickly. Ahhhhhhhh.....Yoochun.....
Thanks for reading and commenting!
Melodykratynoi on August 25th, 2008 07:00 am (UTC)
A clever Love-Ninja can learn all kinds of useful things while watching the Discovery Channel.)

That line just amused me to no end~

Wah~ I wonder what really happened between Yoochun and Yunho (i would have expected it to be the other way around...yoochun cheating on yunho).

Aww~ Changmin is such the good best friend. Supporting Jae. ^^
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 10:50 am (UTC)
Yoochun seems kind of ruthless with the whole revenge thing, but he's not the type to cheat. He values trust very highly which is why he felt so hurt by Yunho.

He's a delicate flower! LOL!

Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - kratynoi on August 26th, 2008 01:01 am (UTC) (Expand)
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 10:52 am (UTC)
It's coming! It's coming! LOL!

Chunnie is a mischief-maker, no doubt about it. You gotta love him though!
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 11:41 pm (UTC)
Ahhhh! I sense a fellow Harry Potter lover! Dbsk and Harry Potter. You are obviously someone with good taste! LOL!

Thanks for reading and commenting!
rshauna on August 25th, 2008 03:56 pm (UTC)
wahhhh I dont know if I like Yoochun, he's a bit mean to Jae. N jae! I cant believe he agreed to this deal chun in the first place!

Cant wait 4 more
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 25th, 2008 11:41 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I just posted chapter seven. :)
lil_tvxqcamperlil_tvxqcamper on August 29th, 2008 06:46 am (UTC)
Changmin took the news pretty well, but yeah Yunho not so well, I wonder what's the story behind it all and if Yunho will get with Yoochun again at the end, but I guess it's not time to ask that yet, but I'm still curious... That was pretty mean of Yoochun, making Jaejoong the bad one T____T
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on June 20th, 2009 04:50 am (UTC)
Just saw your comment. Sorry! I'm bad...
(no subject) - lil_tvxqcamper on June 21st, 2009 06:09 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - amouralamer on June 21st, 2009 12:11 pm (UTC) (Expand)
yapschan on August 30th, 2008 09:45 am (UTC)
I really really love your fic it's funny and all thx for sharing
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:49 am (UTC)
Thank you!
realitywaiting on August 30th, 2008 03:59 pm (UTC)
Yoochun....seems like a selfish jerk who just can't let go...i still wonder what happened...maybe it's not all that bad...kyah!
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 31st, 2008 04:51 am (UTC)
Chunnie's not that bad! LOL! He just got really hurt.
Thanks for reading and commenting!♥
ai_sumairuai_sumairu on November 10th, 2008 09:09 am (UTC)
Poor Yunho... T-T
Mean Yoochun... T-T Maybe there's a story to what really happened...
Oh Jae... Hope he'll survives... somehow...

I'm happy for Junsu! :)
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on December 24th, 2008 06:25 pm (UTC)
All will be revealed! XD