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21 August 2008 @ 03:54 pm
[FIC] Change of Heart - Chapter Four  
Title: Change of Heart
Author: Amouralamer
Length: 4/20 (Unless LJ makes me split them up further)
Pairings: Jaejoong/Changmin, Others
Rating: Fic: Up to Nc-17, This Chapter: PG-13
Warnings: Melodrama? Fluffy sap?
Genre: Au, Romance, Smut, Fluffy sap (Flap?)
A/N: Cast pics and full A/N at the bottom of the page.
Summary: Jaejoong and Changmin are straight, college students and fellow co-workers. A night out starts a chain reaction that changes their lives forever.
(Okay, so I kinda like my summary, but it makes the story sound mysterious when it totally isn't so in the end my summary is fail. :( )

Disclaimer: If I had the money, I would buy them. I'd still let them release cds, but no one would be allowed to touch them. :) ♥Just me♥

Chapter Four:

It has been three months since the "Disastrous Clubbing Incident" and Jaejoong has put it out of his head after swearing to stay away from alcohol for the rest of his life. He doesn't think he'll ever go near the stuff again, if only to avoid future lectures from Changmin.


"Hyung, alcohol kills brain cells! It is a poison that depresses the central nervous system and can lead to cirrhosis of the liver, cardiomyopathy and peripheral neuropathy and if taken in large enough quantities can cause coma and even death! The blood vessels in your brain constrict, (Changmin makes an extremely enlightening squeeeeezing motion with his hands) thus causing that oh-so-desirous "buzz" which is actually your brain dying from asphyxiation!" (Min sees Junsu's blank look) "Lack of oxygen, hyung. Lack of oxygen. Why would anyone drink something that makes them less intelligent? And it tastes bad! It doesn't make any sense! I know, I know," Changmin says, holding up his hands,"by abstaining from alcohol I fully realize that I will be missing out on some vitally important experiences. Things that every young man should try. Things like...hangovers. Making a fool of myself. Being an ass to my friends." Changmin gives Jaejoong a pointed look. "Sleeping with strange girls that I have absolutely no interest in and perhaps contracting some deadly disease. Oh!" Changmin puts on a sad look. "And I'll never have the opportunity to pass out and possibly drown in a pool of my own vomit."

Jae and Su roll their eyes as Min starts fake!sobbing in a most piteous fashion. "Aigoo, aigooooo..." (Did I mention that Changmin is just a little bit sarcastic?)

"No, Hyungduel," Changmin pretends to wipe tears from his eyes and heaves an overly dramatic sigh. "even though it will require the greatest sacrifice and self deprivation, I shall continue to abstain. After all, it would be a crime of epic proportions if I were to knowingly damage my vastly superior brain."

Changmin gives them a smug look as he pops another piece of Jaejoong's kimbap into his mouth. "I guess it's different for you guys. You just don't have as much to lose." He chuckles at the dirty looks his friends throw his way. It is a good thing that they love him, but maybe not so good that he knows it.


Jaejoong and Changmin are at work. Min is sitting on a red stool next to the cash register and Jaejoong is leaning on the counter from the side. They don't have many customers. Summer was stubbornly clinging to the city and the muggy heat was oppressive. It made people loath to go to the trouble to stir from their homes.

Jaejoong has the evening off from his second job and they are talking about going to see a movie when their shift ends. They discuss the huge explosions, innovative fighting sequences and exciting car chases that the newest action thriller to come to the enormous state-of-the-art Cinema downtown has to offer.

Secretly though, they each want to go to the local rundown theater that is playing "Titanic" for the gazillionth time. The two boys grin at each other knowing full well that that is where they will end up because the other loves it just as much as they do.

Changmin reaches under the counter and brings up a box of tissue just as Jaejoong's phone rings. It is Junsu.


"Hyung, it's me. Sorry to bother you at work, but Eun Bi is here and she says that it's important that she sees you right away."

Jaejoong is confused.

Junsu looks around to make sure that Eun Bi can't hear him and whispers,
"You know. That girl from the club" Su puts on a bitchy voice. "Where the FUCK are my underwear! Does that ring any bells?"


"Yeah. Can you come talk to her? I want to get her out of the house."

"Okay, I'll be there in a bit."

Hanging up Jaejoong asked Changmin to cover for him while he ran home for a minute.

"Sure. Take your time. It's not like we're busy or anything."

"Thanks. Be right back."

As Jaejoong hurried out the side door he could hear Changmin behind him calling out in a raspy high-pitched voice,
"Come back...Come back!" Just like Rose from "Titanic". Jaejoong grinned.

Jaejoong arrives home to find that Eun Bi is in fact there and not (as he had hoped) just Junsu having a hallucinatory reaction to some bad kimchi.

Not Jaejoong's of course.

"It's about fucking time!" Oh yes, Jaejoong remembered her. He wasn't hung over now, but her voice still grated on his brain. Jaejoong opened his mouth to ask her why she was there, but she beat him to it.

"I'm pregnant."

It is dead silent in the apartment after Eun Bi tells them the "happy" news. Jaejoong is speechless, in shock, his mouth is still open. Luckily, Junsu had a couple of synapses that still fired.

"H-how do we know it's Hyung's?"

"I was a virgin."

Junsu snorted and Jaejoong gasped so hard that he started to choke. Walking over to his Hyung, Junsu pounded Jaejoong on the back as he looked skeptically at Eun Bi.


Meeting Junsu's openly doubting eyes and Jaejoong's red, you're-such-a-liar expression she rolls her eyes and says,
"Okay, fine! So I wasn't a virgin. That doesn't change the fact that the baby is...is...what was your name again?"

"Jaejoong." Junsu supplied as it seemed like his brother still hadn't found his voice.

"Right. It still doesn't change the fact that this baby is Jaejoong's."

When it still didn't seem like they were willing to take her word for it she told them,
"Look. My parents caught me with my boyfriend and freaked out. They called his parents and got him shipped off to an all boys school and they grounded me for 6 months. SIX MONTHS! Can you believe it?" Not waiting for a reply she continued."Anyway, the night I hooked up with you was my first night of freedom. I told them that I fell asleep at my girlfriend's house after watching a movie, but since I didn't call to let them know where I was they grounded me again! I was grounded for six months and now for another three! This is my first day out from that grounding and they still won't give me any money or I wouldn't even be here! So I have had exactly ZERO opportunities to get knocked up by somebody else. And I-"

"Wait." Jaejoong finally found his voice. "What do you mean? What does money have to do with anything?"

"I need it for the abortion. Duh! I would have just borrowed it from my friends, but I don't trust them to keep their mouths shut. Tiffany is too stupid to keep secrets and Stephanie is a bitch. I just know she'd use it to blackmail me later on. I need to get an abortion before my parents find out that I'm pregnant or I'll wish that they would only ground me! They'd probably disown me or make me go to a convent or get a job or something!"

Jaejoong just stared at her in disbelief.

"Hey, just give me the money and I'm out of your hair and we never have to see each other again."

This brought Jaejoong out of the dream like state he had been in.

"Look, we-" Junsu didn't get to finish.

"No." Jaejoong is adamant.


"Whether it is mine or not I won't pay to have that baby killed."

Gesturing towards her stomach Junsu added, "Why don't you just keep it or give it up for adoption or something?"

"Am I crazy?! Didn't you hear me tell you about my Nazi parents?! There is no way I'm going to have this baby. I don't even like kids!"

"Isn't there any way that we can change your mind?"

"Yeah." She sneered, sarcasm dripping from every word."You can give me a million dollars."


Eun Bi jerked, shocked.
"Wha..I was kidding!"

Rubbing his temples, Jaejoong says to the horrible woman,
"If I give you a million dollars will you give birth? And then sign over custody to me?"

Jaejoong only thought to add that last bit when his over-active imagination supplied him with a vivid image of Eun Bi dropping the baby in a dumpster on her way out of the hospital.

Eun Bi automatically starts to say "hell no" when she actually stopped to think about it. If she had a million dollars she would be free of her parents' control. Visions of parties, foreign places, hot nights and shopping sprees danced through her head. Then, looking at Jaejoong skeptically she said,
"You...have a million dollars."

He says, "I can get it."

Jaejoong's parents were rich by anyone's standards, but he didn't think that they had a million dollars just lying around to give to him. He would hate to have to ask them for it anyway.

"Alright. You give me a million dollars and I'll give you the baby." Then looking at her watch she added, "I need to go before I get caught. I'm supposed to be at a movie." She mutters to herself as she picks her purse up off of the coffee table, "Like I'm going to sit through the 3 hours of sentimental CRAP that is "Titanic". Psh! My parents don't know me at all."

As if he needed another example, now Jaejoong KNOWS that this girl is no good.

They exchange cellphone numbers and Jaejoong says that he will call her tomorrow with the details.

Closing the door behind her Jaejoong slumps against it. Junsu eyes his brother for a moment before asking,

"Soooo...do you have a million dollars?" Su knows that his brother works hard and saves every penny, but he didn't think that the cafe paid that well.

Jaejoong shakes his head.

"Soooo...you're going to ask Umma and Appa?"

Rubbing his hands over his face Jae says,
"I don't know."

Junsu asks quietly, "Do you think the baby is yours?"

"Yeah. Yeah, I think she was telling the truth. But whether it is or not I can't just let her kill it." Jaejoong groans loudly. "I really don't want to ask Umma for a million dollars!"

If he went to his parents with this they would pay the money and welcome the baby into the family, but they would be disappointed in him, not least of all because he would refuse to marry the mother. Jaejoong shudders at the very thought.

Jaejoong likes to do things for himself. He is quietly stubborn about it. He doesn't like to ask for help. For little things, yes, but not for serious things. He is always the one people go to when they need help. He has always been very independent, doesn't like to rely on people even though he knows that he can. He knows that he can count on his parents to help him out in this situation, but if he can take care of this on his own his parents' disappointment will be lessened. He'd prefer to take care of this on his own.

Thinking about it was giving him a headache.
"I need to get back to work." he says and leaves.

Watching his poor Hyung head out the door, Junsu reflects that the one good thing about being gay was that none of his one night stands would ever show up on the doorstep claiming to be pregnant.


Yoochun walks into the Rising Sun cafe, but doesn't see Jaejoong anywhere. Must be his night off. he thinks. Having spent his summer months in Europe, Yoochun was just now returning to Korea. Remembering Jaejoong's invitation to look him up, Yoochun had decided to do just that.

Deciding that he might as well get some take out while he was here Yoochun heads up to the counter. After placing and paying for his order he goes into the bathroom just as Jaejoong comes back into the cafe.

Changmin, seeing how distressed his friend was sits Jae down and asks what happened. As Jaejoong is telling him about the situation with Eun Bi, Yoochun re-emerges from the restroom. Spotting Jaejoong, his first instinct is to head over and say hello, but seeing the serious look on Jae's face, Chun knows that he would be intruding.

So he casually slides into the booth behind Jaejoong and eavesdrops instead.

"I really don't want to burden my parents with this, but I don't know where else I'm going to get a million dollars. If I don't give her the money she is going to have the abortion."

Yoochun, hearing the distress in Jaejoong's voice, immediately wants to help him. Then it hits him. This is the perfect opportunity to get back at Yunho. He starts thinking furiously.

A customer comes in and Changmin tells Jaejoong to sit tight while he handles it. When he gets up, Yoochun slides into Min's now empty seat. Jaejoong is surprised to see Yoochun.


"Uh, hi."

"I couldn't help but overhear your conversation," Yoochun grinned unashamedly as he confessed, "because I was eavesdropping. And I think that I can help. I will give you a million dollars if you will do something for me in return."

Jaejoong is confused, what could Yoochun possibly want from him? They were practically strangers.
"What is it?"

"I want you to be my boyfriend."




*This is my first chaptered fic. So please comment if you like it.

*I know it's awkward, hopefully my writing will improve with practice.

*I only speak a little Korean, just enough to probably make me sound stupid so if there are mistakes, that is why.;) I WILL learn it eventually! Me Hwaiting!

*The same goes for any mistakes in the medical...thingies that Changmin says, except that I WILL NOT learn it eventually! XD Me Hwaiting!

*I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I hope you enjoy the story as a whole.

Thanks so much for reading!

Comments are <3!

:) Seriously though, I really do appreciate it when people take the time to comment. ♥

And as promised, cast pics!

The lovely Kim Jaejoong! Okay. So I put in the smaller pic, but I added a second one!

The exquisite Shim Changmin!

Horikita Maki

The charismatic Kim Junsu!


The aegyo Jung Yunho!


The sultry Park Yoochun!

The delectable Joo Jihoon!

Kim Heechul. How can you not love Chullie!

Kang Eun Bi. Blech!

Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: The Way You Are by Dbsk
realitywaiting on August 21st, 2008 10:37 pm (UTC)
realitywaiting on August 21st, 2008 10:47 pm (UTC)
Muhahahaha! Ebil Chun! XD but dang! WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED WITH YUNHO TO CAUSE THIS?!?! see look now i'm all sidetracked from the JaeMin and what to know what happened over there with the YunChun! kyah!...wait...you did write about that part, did you not? X3 I wants more NAO!!! ♥
(no subject) - amouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 03:55 am (UTC) (Expand)
hollyhock: Jaeminhollyhockyuu on August 21st, 2008 10:55 pm (UTC)
I liked it XD I told you Jae! Now you see? she will have your baby XD

I wish Minny will say to him the "I told you about the condom" conversation =o
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 03:57 am (UTC)
I WISH I'D THOUGHT OF THAT!!! That would have been an awesome conversation! LOL!
Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - hollyhockyuu on August 23rd, 2008 04:37 am (UTC) (Expand)
dongbangboysdongbangboys on August 22nd, 2008 12:53 am (UTC)
hmm,Although I didn't like the way your portrayed Tiffany this is a interesting plot.

but... did you have to make Jae sleep with eun bi of all people? *shudders*
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:02 am (UTC)
I don't really know anything about Tiffany, but the pics I've seen of her....well, she didn't look like she had a lot going on upstairs! LOL!

And yes, it had to be Eun Bi. I hate her. You'll notice though that it took alcohol to get the deed done. 8P

Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - dongbangboys on August 22nd, 2008 04:13 am (UTC) (Expand)
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:04 am (UTC)
Eun Bi is icky! LOL! I like it when people don't see stuff coming! :)
Thanks for reading and commenting!
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:09 am (UTC)
The JaeMin will develop, have no fear. Not saying when though! LOL!
I hate Eun Bi too! She's ickery!
Yoochun's plan is very simple, he just wants to cause Yunho pain.
Thanks for reading and commenting!
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Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:13 am (UTC)
Jae is sweet. I just want to bite him!
Thanks for reading and commenting!
Laurennarcolept_smurf on August 22nd, 2008 02:33 am (UTC)
Okay, Changmin's speech was HILARIOUSLY awesome ^_^ Stupid Eun Bi getting pregnant though >.< I can't wait to see how everything plays out with Chunnie though ^_^
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:16 am (UTC)
Eun Bi is stupid. x(
Thanks for reading and commenting! ♥
shinchul303shinchul303 on August 22nd, 2008 02:36 am (UTC)
I get it now. This is crack.
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:17 am (UTC)
I hope it has it's crackly moments!
Thanks for reading and commenting!
凜: Changmin - Smilepavor_nocturnum on August 22nd, 2008 04:19 am (UTC)
haha XD
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:35 am (UTC)
LOL! Thanks!
Melodykratynoi on August 22nd, 2008 04:29 am (UTC)
New Reader~! *bows*

Can I just say, OMG~ I'm hooked!
I am enjoying this so much!

Changmin's little...demonstration at the beginning was so freakin' hilarious~! Hahaha, Changmin, I lub you~! (and the fact that both him and Jae love Titanic is ♥)

Awww~ Jaejoong is such a good guy. *huggleshim* He really just had bad luck meeting up with Eun Bi, huh? *wacksher* (Junsu's comment at the end was classic~ XD)

Yoochun...uh-oh...I wonder what happened between him and Yunho to have caused such hatred of his part (aside from "cheating" 'cause there has to be more to it than that).

Much love for this fic! ^_^
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 04:42 am (UTC)
Thanks! I'm glad you're enjoying it!!!

And Yoochun doesn't hate Yunho exactly...but he seems to have been terribly hurt by him. I would say pain is his motivation more than hatred.

Thanks for the love! And the comment!♥
지지epiktraveller on August 22nd, 2008 09:48 am (UTC)
Chun, i'll b ur gf FOC!!
i luv ur sarcastic, drama queen Min. luuuuuvvv....him!

If Jae was taken by Chun, then...what'll happen to JaeMin...??

Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 22nd, 2008 03:11 pm (UTC)
LOL! Thanks!

...what indeed? Mwahahaha!

Thanks for commenting!
yapschan on August 23rd, 2008 11:36 pm (UTC)
Eun bi is pregnante dude bad luck for jae !! yoochun try really hard to get to yunho !! thx for sharing
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on August 24th, 2008 01:02 am (UTC)
Thanks for reading!♥
lil_tvxqcamperlil_tvxqcamper on August 28th, 2008 10:52 pm (UTC)
woah that'S a drastic change in the story, but somehow I had the feeling that stupid Eunbi is pregnant, but Jae does have a big big heart that he won't kill the baby, I wonder if he's really going to be Yoochun's boyfriend, that would be crazy!!!!
ai_sumairuai_sumairu on November 10th, 2008 08:56 am (UTC)
Whoa!!!!!! Yoochun!!!! Aigooo... XD Can't help but say it like Min! XD XD XD

Aish... I think all these are confusing... I'm really hating Eun Bi though... Hate her a LOT! DX
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on June 20th, 2009 04:01 am (UTC)
Wow. Can't believe how many comments I missed!

Not much of a Eun Bi fan myself. Does it show? XD
Julie: Jaemin <3yumified_dbsk on December 24th, 2008 04:24 am (UTC)
Changmin cracks me up! XD Such a smart ass. Lol.
I honestly feel for Jaejoong, and it looks like the evil Chunnie has risen!
Will Jae accept?
p.s I HATE Eun Bi. She pisses me off! >(
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on December 24th, 2008 06:19 pm (UTC)
Min is a love in any fic!

I don't like Eun Bi either. That's why I chose her for this part.